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Man I haven't updated in a while. OKAY WELL, while I'm sitting here making deadeyes at my tags I will quickly summarize my boring-ass life.


RL )


Writing )


RP/Fandom shit )


CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE that's probably it, oh well
eggstasy: (/sulk)
Holy crap, I had some seriously disturbing dreams, like. Really disturbing.


Brief disturbing dream summary here, do not click if you are remotely squeamish )


So yeah. I pretty much woke up and said, "holy shit Elisabeth what the fuck is happening in your head" because of these.


........................I need to do some memes. ._.


meme list )

Days 6-12 )


And that's that I suppose.
eggstasy: (My hair is the most ridiculous.)
Okay I need some help.


I've never really minded being somewhat overweight, but I have a threshold number that I don't let myself go over and I hit it a week ago. Since then I've been cutting back on my snacking, refusing myself fast food, candy, soda, things that are very high in calories. However, this leaves me with a problem.

I really, really love sweet things and I really, really love salty things. Unfortunately, healthy versions of these tastes usually require some preparation and I just don't feel like wasting 30min-1 hour in the kitchen when I could be doing stuff I enjoy with that time. I don't mind cooking every so often, but it is not my forte.


Flist, do you know of any snacks I can have that aren't too high in calorie count that are sweet or salty? I actually have a really good metabolism when I get off my fat ass and exercise (which I've been doing lately as well) so I'm not too worried about them being FAT BURNING HELPERS!!! or whatever. I just want something that tastes good that won't absolutely destroy my pseudo-kinda-not-really diet.
eggstasy: (If your friends all jumped off a cliff w)
So, it's spring in Florida.

I drive a black car. ...like an idiot.

Needless to say, my car is slowly turning yellow. I would wash it except that I know two days from now it'll be just as yellow as it was before. Not to mention that the place where I work has a gravel parking lot, so every time I drive on it my tires kick up tons of white dust, as does anyone else who drives a vehicle on the damn thing.

So I guess I'll just have to settle for looking like a slob.


ON AN UNRELATED NOTE, school ponderings. )
eggstasy: (My hair is the most ridiculous.)
MY FELLOWS.

I want your opinions on optimism. Especially the following:


Blind optimism.

Optimism vs. Realism

Optimistic Realists (Subtitle: DO THEY TRULY EXIST?!?!?!)

Optimism and Naivete


And many more!


And yes, I am writing a book on it. ...Kinda.


Don't feel you have to respond if you don't wanna but oh God if you want to, please just go wild with opinions. PLEASE. I am looking for all kinds of viewpoints here.
eggstasy: (PORNOGRAPHY)
HEY EVERYONE


TALK TO ME ABOUT SOMETHING YOU REALLY WANT TO TALK ABOUT BUT DON'T WANT TO ANNOY ANYBODY WITH

IT CAN BE YOUR OWN WORK, POLITICS, RELIGION, SCHOOL, CULTURE, YOUR OPINION ON A GAME/MOVIE/SHOW/BOOK/WHATEVER-YOU-LIKE, MUSIC

ANYTHING


I will do my damnedest to have a conversation with you about it but I am sorta stupid, so please forgive me if I don't live up to expectations with witty commentary and insightful, well-informed opinions.
eggstasy: (aww yeah booiiii)
My sister's insulin, Novolog, used to be a $10 copay. She has a pump so she uses a fair amount of it, but because the copay was $10 per prescription she could afford it.

Now it's up to a $50 copay because our insurance company worked out a deal with another insulin production company, Humalog. She either has to switch or continue paying the $50 dollar copay. She also got no notice of this from the insurance company, so when she went to pick up her prescription today she almost couldn't afford it. No big deal, right United Healthcare? Not like she needs insulin to fucking SURVIVE or anything.


Fuck. Insurance. Companies.



Thoughts on Vesperia )



I was gonna write out some thoughts on RP but I abruptly ran out of energy |D Creative energy, I think. Or. Something. WHATEVER.
eggstasy: (My hair is the most ridiculous.)
I still owe a lot of money on my Wachovia loan -the big one- but technically I can completely pay off my Sallie Mae loan ;A; omg omg I'm so happy ;A; I'm going to do that TOMORROW ;A;


I've been looking at Japanese Language and Culture majors in Florida schools and drooling over the possibilities. Technically I'd be eligible for a Pell Grant provided I don't default on my loans and I find a school to accept me. The only problem is what the problem always is; money.

...well, that and location. There are a couple schools in Florida that offer a Japanese program -not just courses or a minor- but they're way too far away. I would have to find a new job, and hell if I've been able to save anything yet. I have no financial cushion, not to mention the Pell Grant alone wouldn't even cover all my classes, let alone living expenses. With the economy as it is, trying to find a job in an area where every student is trying to find a job will be impossible (I know this from experience, uggggh Tampa).


Now the question is this. Should I even bother looking at schools in Cali with Japanese programs (as I have someone I can stay with over there, my sister) or do I find a way to make a Florida school work? If I'm going to get anywhere I need a 4-year degree, that much is obvious. But just sitting around and looking for a job better than my current one hasn't done me any good in the past year and a half, I don't see why it would do me any good now.
eggstasy: (That was so hot.)
H-haha. I told Mom that I haven't been looking for a full-time job and she Looked at me. I haven't gotten one of those in quite a while.

Granted, life would be so much simpler with a full time job as opposed to two part time jobs, but I've kind of given up on finding one...for the moment anyway. I spent over seven months scouring ads on a daily basis and I'm sorta burned out.

F-fff I also told her that I'm not looking for a full time job because I'm writing and she gave me another Look. APPARENTLY THAT WAS THE WRONG THING TO SAY.




ps- posting from work AGAIN. i feel like i spend more time on lj here than i do at home :|a


EDIT - Oh my Christ. It's like I work in a motherfucking preschool. Apparently full grown men and women can't eat a bag of Crackerjacks without getting shit all over the fucking floor. IT GOES IN YOUR MOUTH CHILDRENS.
eggstasy: (That was so hot.)
This is getting very frustrating.

I'm getting enough sleep, and when I'm not I'm catching up the following day. But for some reason my body is intent on making me sleep away half of my day off. I GET LIKE ONE A WEEK, BODY. I HAVE THINGS I NEED TO DO, PLEASE STOP THIS.

Also I don't care how weeaboo this makes me but I LOVE THIS BAND.


I would also shank an infant to see them live even if I don't understand a single word coming out of their mouths.
eggstasy: (/BACK TO CYBERTRON)
AUUUUGH WTHHHHHH
i am so tired

work

stop this

Next week I finally have two days off, but one of them only because it's Christmas. And I work a double on Christmas Eve.

You know, it says something about the economy -or maybe just my own situation- when I work every day of the week and I STILL can't pay all my bills. I would understand it if I spent money all over creation on frivolous shit, BUT ALL I BUY IS GROCERIES. D: Everything else goes to payments -repair my car, phone, insurance, whenever I can scrape together enough to make a payment on ONE of my school debts, to Mom for whatever she needs to use it on which could be power bill, cable/phone bill, whatever- ETC ETC

MAN FUCK THIS NOISE I'M DONE BEING AN ADULT

I AM GOING TO GO AND NOT BE AN ADULT NOW LIKE GET ON THE INTERNET WHILE I'M AT WORK

That's a lie, I know tons of adults who do that.

/looks at Mari

/looks at Boots

/looks at...people


On the bright side, I've been writing a lot in my off time. NOW ALL I NEED IS A MIRACLE.

-Egg
eggstasy: (this is how i feel about jorbs)
THIS ICON ACCURATELY PORTRAYS HOW I FEEL RIGHT ABOUT NOW


whining )

rp shite and KH:R! )


HOLY FUCK I HAD A KIND OF DISTURBING DREAM.


disturbing sleep time with egg )


WEIRD. ಠ_ಠ
eggstasy: (Uggggghhhh I don't wanna worrrrk...)
Oh Christ.

The second I start writing more all desire to tag flies out the window. On the plus side I have FIVE writing projects going. On the not-plus side, TAGS ARE LIKE TWO DAYS APART, IF THEY HAPPEN AT ALL. Imagination why do you do this to me?
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Closing thoughts on ff13 )



10 Day Meme (I stole from Ian) )

Days 2-10. )


I picked up Eternal Sonata in exchange for Halo ODST. We'll see how this goes.
eggstasy: (Stop pickin' on my aibou Jou)
I'M SICK. DAMMMMIIIIIT. Mom wants me to go to the doctor but I refuse. I will get over this in a few days and be 20-50 dollars richer for it.

WHOEVER BOUGHT ME THE PAID ACCOUNT, THANK YOU SO MUCH I-I was about to flail and spout stuff but I should probably start accepting other people's kindness with grace and dignity, right? SO THANK YOU. SDLFJK.

more thoughts on ff13 )


30 Days of Video Games )

Days 10-30. )
eggstasy: (Yeah I don't care.)
...you know what, I just want these memes to be done with. For my next four entries I am just going to tackle one meme and complete it entirely.

30 Day Meme )

Days 21-30 )


I GOT A NEW 360 as previously stated. And I bought Assassin's Creed 1&2, and Halo ODST while I was at it. I might have to exchange Halo ODST and put it toward Reach, BUT WE'LL SEE.

-Egg
eggstasy: (I am interested in what you have to say.)
30 Day Meme )

Day 15: Your dreams )


Dat Song Meme )

Day 15: A song that describes you )

30 Days of Video Games )

Day 4: Your guilty pleasure game. )



If there's one bad thing about these memes it's that I keep posting huge paragraphs about me. I feel like such an attention whore.

HEY GUYS TALK ABOUT YOURSELVES. Especially you writers. Here's a question for you:

Does roleplaying sap your creative energies and make it difficult for you to write original fiction?

Discuss.
eggstasy: (Feeling pretty.)
30 Day Meme )

Day 13: This week )


Dat Song Meme )

Day 13: A song that is a guilty pleasure )

30 Days of Video Games )

Day 2: Your favorite character. )


I need to stop taking Strattera without eating anything, it makes me feel like I'm gonna puke. No call from Gamestop yet -I called Wednesday and they said they hadn't decided yet- so I might call them again today or tomorrow. I don't want to be a bother, but it's probably good to show I'm interested, right?

Other job is REALLY pissing me off, too. It's doing the same stupid shit I keep leaving places over; owners not telling the employees certain things because they're the "little people."


-Egg
eggstasy: (See dialogue bubble.)
30 Day Meme )

Day 11: Your siblings )


Dat Song Meme )

Day 11: A song from your favorite band )


I have chocolate and I just checked out like six books to help my writing. /gets cracking on reading

It's disgraceful. I haven't actually read a BOOK in a long, long time.

ALSO I NEED TO REPLAY FF7 AGAIN JUST TO MAKE SURE. Maybe take some notes. Maybe replay TotA too, since I've forgotten a lot of the post-Akzeriuth stuff.

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